Bear…ultimate badass. Drink that turtle blood man! (Currently watching him eat alligator meat…he’s so inspiring!)

TIME TO GO WORKOUT!!! YEAH!!!!!

well, atleast i felt legitimately challenged for the first time in a long time. pharmacology. fuck.

more than sleep, more than eating, more than showering, more than seeing friends, more than seeing my boyfriend, more than relaxing, more than everything everything combined, i do this

I’m not happy and I’m not sad
I’m just a fucking work horse. THERE IS NO TIME TO FEEL. I love what I’m doing though…but it’s weird to watch my 20th and 21st year fly by without living outside of sitting in a library…

 Center of Wallingford. 50 year old band covering jimmy eat world. Love. Happiness. Love and Happiness.

Work our fingers to the bone.

I just do not have time for this, but in the best of news…I’m drinking coffee for the first time in a week….HORRAY.

I love “home”.

I Love Baltimore.

……and DC takes second place.

CP

A Reminder:

“I need” is such an ugly phrase when it falls from your lips in a stranger’s voice like a whisper of defeat. I know it’s hard to feel whole when you’re broken inside so learn to wrap your arms around yourself, cradle your head, and dry your salt stained eyes. Because there’s beauty in these moments that we spend by ourselves even if it’s hard to see sometimes like a pretty face obscured behind a veil of tears. This is what I’ve learned: Don’t search for solace in another’s embrace. Everyone that we hold so dear gets lost in the static of the passing years. So, learn to be alone. Find comfort in the solitude. Harden your heart and build unbreakable will. It’s the only way you’ll ever survive this world.

CP